Imma Torture Myself

So, I had my mechanics paper today.
Whenever it comes to mechanics, it's gonna be a hell for me because I was never good with numbers.
Today is no exceptional.
I think I flunked the easiest mechanics paper on earth.
Read that right.

I don't know why but I have A LOT OF FEAR for numbers in mechanics form.
I've been doing mechanics since I was in 1st year and now that it's been 2 years, I can still 'do so well' in it.
I feel so useless and down now.

It was freaking easy OKIE!
I don't know why I had to be so stupid.
I feel so damn stupid right now that I want to torture myself with instant noodles.
And look how Baby replied my status.


I'm gonna do it.

No xoxo for this post because I feel really like a dumbass.
No need to asterisk it la it's not vulgar also.
HAHAHAHAAH.

Great..the evil side of me prevailed.

It's NOVEMBERRRRR!

It's 1st of November already.
In just a blink of an eye, the year is about to end in 2months' time.
This year, I haven't been proud of myself because of the things I did.
Somehow, I just wished I could be a better person.
Nevertheless, I believe it all happened for a reason.

My first paper which is Engineering English is on the 3rd of November.
I have no idea what I am doing here but I just feel the need to update my blog, the place where I can pour my feelings onto.
As usual, it's the study week and everyday has been quite a routine to me.

Wake up at 8.30am (depending on what time I sleep the night before, as long as I get my 8 hours of beauty sleep), wash up and eat breakfast.
Lunch time, grab some unhealthy (because there's not much choice of healthy food) meal from the cafeteria and stare at my notes again.
Bathe, surf, study, nap then it's dinner time.
Right before dinner time, I'll have my daily chat with Babe which will then continue until about 10pm when I'll force him to sleep. Haha.
At 12midnight, my brain system will automatically shut down and it's time for me to rest my so-long-never-do-any-exercise body.




Many wonder how I can chat till so long with him.
Frankly, there's nothing much to tell in a day's time which is already a routine like I mentioned, but if you were in my shoe, you'll know it's more than just chatting/talking.
It's the virtual presence that is taken into account, the kind of indescribable feeling you need in you especially at times when you're continents apart.



On a happier note, I have my holidays planned!
Now, isn't that something worth looking forward to after exams??
I guess I sound quite pathetic to be jumping from one end of a feeling to another.
But sometimes, you just gotta motivate yourself because no one out there is able to look out for you but yourself.
Hopefully, this coming holiday will bring out the best in us! :D

Okie now that I've broken my net surfing curfew again, I've gotta do some redemption now.

ps: All the best in your exams my friends! We are all in this together! (quote from HSM)

xoxo,
CL

Concentration Level

My concentration graph shape is definitely not bell shape.
It's going down hill from the time I woke up till the time I hit the sack.




This is really really bad.
I even have time to make use of the paint application.
How interesting.

xoxo,
CL

Tell Him

Have you heard of the song, "Tell Him" by Celine Dion & Barbra Streisand?
If you haven't, you should.
I've heard it years ago and suddenly I can't stop humming it.
A beautiful song from two great singers of the.....century??
Two of the few voices we rarely hear these days.
Appreciate them while we could.

"Tell Him"

I'm scared
So afraid to show I care
Will he think me weak
If I tremble when I speak
Oooh - what if
There's another one he's thinking of
Maybe he's in love
I'd feel like a fool
Life can be so cruel
I don't know what to do

I've been there
With my heart out in my hand
But what you must understand
You can't let the chance
To love him pass you by

Should I

Tell him
Tell him that the sun and moon
Rise in his eyes
Reach out to him
And whisper
Tender words so soft and sweet
Hold him close to feel his heart beat
Love will be the gift you give yourself

Touch him
With the gentleness you feel inside
Your love can't be denied
The truth will set you free
You'll have what's mean to be
All in time you'll see

I love him
Of that much I can be sure
I don't think I could endure
If I let him walk away
When I have so much to say

Love is light that surely glows
In the hearts of those who know
It's a steady flame that grows
Feed the fire with all the passion you can show
Tonight love will assume its place
This memory time cannot erase
Blind faith will lead love where it has to go

Never let him go

xoxo,
CL

The Best I Can Have

It's been more than 3 months now.
I'm now left with 35 days before we can be together again.
I miss you.

Babe showing me his suspenders. Haha.

A kiss before he went off.

My face on his iPhone wallpaper! :)

Oh well, exams are here.
Am not gonna update as often anymore, or at least for another month.
So bear with me!
Will be updating a lot of mushy posts soon! Haha.
I'm just kidding.

Wish me luck for my exams! :)

xoxo,
CL

Lavender Love

So are you guys wondering why I haven't been talking much about my bf lately?
That's because he's so far away in Melbourne so I decided to move on with my life.
Nah, I'm just kidding.
He IS far away in Melbourne and I AM moving on with my life but I'm still holding him in my heart ♥ .
Okie, sweet talk habis, back to business.

Last weekend, Bf's mom called me to drop by their house to take a souvenir which she bought for me from Melbourne.
As usual, I was jumping for joy and made wild guesses on what his mom bought me.
Haha..okie maybe not to that extreme, just smiled and thought of how thoughtful she was. :)

And indeed, I grinned to myself upon seeing it.
What's not to ♥ when you see such beautiful and luxurious gift which you can pamper yourself with?
I know I love it!

Introducing....

All the way from Melbourne! :)

Beautifully wrapped, just like how a girl like me would like it. Wow ok that's like three 'like' words in one sentence. Is it even illegal?

Poser in action.

Stripping (strikethrough, okie somebody's gotta teach me if there's any strikethrough button available in blogspot) it.

Wee! Smells like lavender!

Item 1: Hand & Nail Cream.

Item 2: Shower Gel.

Item 3: Body Lotion.

Item 4: Bath Confetti!! :DD

After exploring each item, instead of conquering, they got me wandering off....~

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while overlooking this:
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My life is perfect!!

Okie, that's a bit too much. *smacks head*
Back to reality. Back to my report.
Anyway, I'm grateful to have received this gift.
It shows how thoughtful someone can be eventhough he/she is far from sight.

xoxo,
CL

Sushi King!

Finally! My Sushi King RM2 Bonanza post.
It's gonna be a short one because I have a test tomorrow but somehow I feel obliged to have this entry posted.
Aiyaya~

Anyway, I reached home on a Thursday and sis suggested to have sushi for dinner at Prangin Mall.
Waited for mom to be back and the 3 of us rushed to Sushi King as we knew the queue was gonna be long, which was proven right anyway.


What can I say, Penang is a food haven filled with hungry + opportunistic people.
Like mua. Hahahah.
But this time, my sis decided to treat me.
So I'm gonna return her good deed by showing you a photo of the ugly me and my pretty sis.
Okie fine, the pretty sisters. HAHAHAHA.
Just kidding.
(okie this is a very impromptu post because I'm writing this to prevent myself from hitting the bed)


Our cheeks look rosy here.
Hers is natural though.
But mine is from Maybelline blusher la. Not from any photo editing software okie..
I'll look very pale without blusher (not enough tomatoes must be).

Dearest mom who tagged along despite being a fan of cooked food. Hahaha.

A blogger like me lovesss taking pics. Okie hints to anyone out there, I need a digital camera!
MY OWN DIGITAL CAMERA!!
*Narcissism terlalu extreme*

Because there were too many foodies waiting in line, the manager asked us if we can share a table with 2 other young ladies.
They were my age and size but they can eat quite a lot!

Super random sushi pics!

Can't recall what this is.
Some fish roe on top. Haha.

Salmon! Yums*

Taken by my sis.

Poor my friend unagi (the eel) is crying because his heng-tais (brothers) are being highly demanded during the bonanza.
I wonder if they'll go extinct because of us!
Cruel humans *chokes self*

The plates! See there are only pink and purple plates?
Haha. These are not all of course.

I actually had Sushi 2 days ago at Autocity with my coursemates and the first sushi I ate was raw prawn.
I almost really choked myself and that alone spoiled my appetite.
However, in Autocity, the rice-based Tempura was priced at RM2 as well but in Prangin, they're the usual price.
I wonder why....


Lastly,

Yayy! Lil' (stikethrough) big tummy is now satisfied!

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How lame.

xoxo,
CL

ps: Wow this is fast! Oh, and because this is a very super impromptu post, you're supposed to read it in a fast paced manner.